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April 2026 — 5 books

★★★★★
5/5

Zorba the Greek

Nikos Kazantzakis

Incredible stuff. My takeaway is that writing is stupid and dumb and that I need to embrace the spirit of deadbeat father-dom.

★★★★★
2/5

Lost Lambs

Madeline Cash

This is a direct consequence of the Red Scare Podcast. Completely vapid, shock-jocking for the sake of it. All the hallmarks of the Red Scare girl-writer type.

★★★★★
3/5

Strangers: A Memoir of Marriage

Belle Burden

Very self-aware and avoided the typical upper crust whininess of this genre. Her (ex)husband sounds like a nightmare.

★★★★
4/5

Stoner

John Williams

This book gave me nightmares.

★★★★★
3/5

Famesick

Lena Dunham

Oh let's make fun of the girl who took a risk and put herself out there creatively.

March 2026 — 11 books

★★★★
4/5

The Violent Bear It Away

Flannery O'Connor

Metal af. Unfortunately lack the biblical knowledge to fully appreciate this book.

★★★★★
2/5

American Psycho

Bret Easton Ellis

I can't. I get it. Consumerism bad. Capitalism, cancer of the 80s. I just can't stomach violence — wanted to puke and had to skip over most of it.

★★★★★
3/5

What I Talk About When I Talk About Running

Haruki Murakami

Feeling inspired to start running so I can stop being bad at writing. I need to find my inhaler first.

★★★★
4/5

What Do You Do When You're Lonesome

Jonathan Bernstein

Very bleak. Unsurprising considering most JTE songs are in some way about wanting to drown in a large body of water.

★★★★★
5/5

Notes from Underground

Fyodor Dostoevsky

Diary of a Wimpy Kid for pretentious losers...

★★★★★
3/5

Hunger Makes Me a Modern Girl

Carrie Brownstein

Wasn't much of a memoir — more a historical account of Sleater-Kinney. I LOVE SLEATER-KINNEY.

★★★★
4/5

White Nights

Fyodor Dostoevsky

Made me laugh out loud. Like a well-articulated version of listening to my guy friends tell me about their girl problems.

★★★★★
3/5

Sex of the Midwest

Robyn Ryle

Very cute, which I did not expect given the title. Little glimpses into the interior lives of people living in a small midwestern town.

★★★★
4/5

You and Your Profile

Hans-Georg Moeller

Good philosophy distilled for someone who doesn't know anything. Referenced Girls and Bob Dylan — I'm a fan.

★★★★
4/5

American Pastoral

Philip Roth

I know so much about glove making now. Really good, but sometimes it was too much and I couldn't take any of it seriously.

★★★★★
5/5

An Apprenticeship or The Book of Pleasures

Clarice Lispector

Woman's philosophy professor boyfriend (?) won't have sex with her until he decides she understands the full depth of the human experience. And somehow it works.

February 2026 — 10 books

★★★★
4/5

Careless People

Sarah Wynn-Williams

This woman ANNOYS ME. She was an EXECUTIVE at Facebook for SEVEN YEARS and only stopped because she got FIRED. Yet takes no responsibility for any of it.

★★★★★
5/5

Wise Blood

Flannery O'Connor

Flannery O'Connor loves Jesus. And I love Flannery O'Connor. And now I guess I love Jesus too. So into this book I finished it in one sitting.

★★★★★
3/5

You Have a New Memory: Essays

Aiden Arata

Really wanted to like this more. Full of very good sentences and unfortunately not much else. My main problem with "modern internet" essayists.

★★★★
4/5

Jesus' Son

Denis Johnson

A great read. A very disturbing piece-of-shit-junkie-man-goes-on-adventure book. Reminds me of a lot of people I used to know.

★★★★★
5/5

A Good Man Is Hard to Find

Flannery O'Connor

"She would've been a good woman," said The Misfit, "if it had been somebody there to shoot her every minute of her life."

★★★★★
5/5

As I Lay Dying

William Faulkner

Incredible, but so sad it made me wanna puke several times. I wanted to do this for book club — I'm glad I didn't. Genuinely impressive how Faulkner captures interiority.

★★★★
4/5

Where the Devil Don't Stay

Stephen Deusner

A great book about one of my favorite bands ever. Does a wonderful job capturing the "duality of the Southern thing" in the same vein as the Truckers themselves.

★★★★★
3/5

The Philosophy of Modern Song

Bob Dylan

Always admired Bob Dylan's ability to be unapologetically annoying. Some very good bits of music criticism, but also a lot of old man yelling at clouds.

★★★★
4/5

Empire of AI

Karen Hao

We live in a society :( Incredibly, often painfully, thorough reporting. Very depressing to follow the development from starry-eyed non-profit to what it became.

★★★★★
3/5

Factotum

Charles Bukowski

Henry Chinaski is a fat, loser CHUD who still somehow manages to fuck like every other chapter. I believe this is some sort of self-insert fantasy thing.

★★★★★
5/5

The Heart Is a Lonely Hunter

Carson McCullers

Should be required reading. While it's a book about the South during WWII, it's a story about the fundamental American thing that will forever be true.

January 2026 — 9 books

★★★★
4/5

Trout Fishing in America

Richard Brautigan

Beautiful prose. I'm obsessed with the way he describes things. Will need to reread a couple times to really appreciate it.

★★★★
4/5

The Pill vs. the Springhill Mine Disaster

Richard Brautigan

Favorite poem was "Machines of Loving Grace." Also loved the Baudelaire fanfic poems. Some others were too horny.

★★★★★
3/5

The White Album

Joan Didion

Love Joan, but I just didn't really care about the topics in this book — other than the essays about California.

★★★★★
5/5

A Visit from the Goon Squad

Jennifer Egan

Time is a goon. Flash in the pan type of good book you read and tell everyone to read for the rest of your life.

★★★★
4/5

Just Kids

Patti Smith

What a time to be alive. Spent my entire life worshipping these bohemian artist types and this specific NYC art scene from the 70s.

★★★★★
2/5

The Technological Republic

Alexander C. Karp

This would probably go hard if you are stupid. He makes some valid points. I'm not a fan of consumer tech — I think engineers should serve the state.

★★★★
4/5

Big Magic

Elizabeth Gilbert

A rare self-help book I enjoyed. About the level of out-of-touch, well-meaning whimsy you'd expect from the lady who wrote Eat, Pray, Love, but I still liked it.

★★★★
4/5

The Doctor and the Saint

Arundhati Roy

Caste system bad. Gandhi bad. Good to dispel the belief that Hinduism is the mystical peaceful religion of the East. Roy's writing was dense but powerful.

★★★★
4/5

The Crying of Lot 49

Thomas Pynchon

I wish I could write like this. Will probably have to read it a couple more times to even understand what it means — hence 4/5.

★★★★★
3/5

Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, and Tomorrow

Gabrielle Zevin

Sure was a good book for book club! Very fun to read, but the impulse to address every issue under the sun made it difficult for any theme to really land.